I know there's been lot of time I haven't writen here, so here I go.
I've spent my two last weeks watching Glee and I gotta say, all the Glee cast have changed my way to see the world.
The show taught me acceptance of myself, the challenge of the life always bring. I know there lots of people with some physical disabilities, I know there's people with another sexual orientation, I know there's selfish people, there's people who fight for their dreams, there's dreamers. And I got to say, I am one of the people with a physical disability, I'm a little selfish, I'm a dreamer, I fight for my dreams. There's time I didn't know where I belong, I mean, everyone I met, they know what the will do with their life, some will be engineers, some will be doctors, police, laboratorians, nurses, etc. And I wonder what I will be, and I honestly don't even know. I love sing but some people say i have no voice, I love act, but they say I am not good enough for be that. My friends have said that, my own family too. But what about me? I really believe that?, the answer, NO. I believe myself to know I can do that, maybe I have no voice, maybe I can't act, but there's school, and teachers who can help me, because I believe in me. And I will fight for. I've been afraid of grow up, because I know people out there will always try to tear me down, break me, but I'm stronger every time they hurt me. I'm standing on my feets. So I'm not given up. This is MY DREAM, it's m life, it's time for me to fly, open my wings, and see the good side of life. I don't wanna be an outsider anymore.
And no one had to tell me that. I've learned it all by myself. I had to shed tears, I have to be a broken hearted, I had to be hurted, live the pain, I had to grow up alone, and I'm only seventeen. I have family, yes, I have friends, yes. But no one was able too see that I was bad when I needed them, and I'm too proud to ask help. So I was in the darkness, loneliness, hopeless, disappointment, betryal. But I still here, because of my dremas, because I've found reasons. Because of me. 'Cause I learned: if no one believe me, who will If I don't. So I've learned to accept myself with my little problem, I have to trust myself. I've learn to love me.
But most of all, I've learn to fight, and never give up on my dreams.
I have to say thanks to God, Glee cast, and the JB's. Because they have thaught me that.
